Hey gal... I'm so sorry to read the blog only now... Are you alright... Oh gosh... Do look for me if you are in need of companion alright... T_T
Apologise for the error in my previous post, the school should be AC Junior as verify by my sister sand sand.
Well in life there is alot of people that we met, and not everyone has the same frequency as us. There will bound to be some one-sided affair that people just do not appreciate you. It is rather sad when you realise that your effort and trust to this person just gone down the drain and not worth it. Its because of all these different kind of weird species that made us think wiser and stronger. ^_^ cheer up gal, at least you have a bunch of friends for 12 years.
You know friends and other people always likes to say things that are very philosophy like "Be strong and move on, you grandma dont wanna see you so sad". However we just can't help it, its our love one that left forever. There is no chance to talk to her, to nagg at her, to be angry at her, to be sad with her, to make her happy. All you need now is time, you have whole world of time to be sad, so Sis don't listen to other people bullshit of asking you to move on. Just have it at your comfortable pace. You always have our back alright. *wink*
Alright gotta go, Emily caught me blogging. Big commotion update all of you once the weather is clear. ^_^.
That's so sweet sis. Indeed we have to learn from other people's experience irregardless of happiness or sadness.
Alright, back to today's topic. So wanted to write something here to make my presence. Had a recent girly-gathering with Sand and Lay. Guess where they have decided for the meetup, its at Newton Food Center. So much of a gathering, lucky they did not propose the little kopi-tiam near our school which only sells Prawn Noodle. ^_^
Due to my committment and devotion to my work, I was late for the gathering. Believe that they have already talk around the world. Nothing much about the content, just update each other's life and trying to revive back the memories in school.
Its amazing that we are now a quarter century old. *scary* Same old phrase popup into my mind, seems like yesterday that we are messing around in school and now we are already drinking kopi, talking about the past. *Shiver* This is definitely not a ideal hobby that I'm enjoying however discovering that I have known these people all my life feels great.
Never did I imagine that I will have faithful friends that will walk together with me from as early as primary school. Haaa... it just warm my heart just to think about it.
Well, as for the grand finale before we end our session, we walk back to Outram @ Winstedt. Hmmm so much for remembering, more like shooting MTV ^_^. Alot of things have change along the way, the muslim school is demolise, Monk's Hill Secondary is taken over by ACJC which has a new facade as well. Outram Sec, it is still the same, however it is develope into office site. Best of all the canteen turns into a little bistro!! Its known as District 10. Lay is damn excited about it and hoping to hold a mini gathering here. It is so her right... I almost suggesting to re-visit our school and York's Hill for their Wanton Mee!! Heez its economical, S$1.20 unless they shoot up their rates.
If any of you are a fan of Sand and I, you will realise that we are currently attached. Don't be surprise, those who knows me. They know it's not a joke, those who don't know me, I don't even need to explain about it. Well, it all came down that we are bitching about guys on our journey home. Yes literally bitching about general men species.
Let's side track, am wondering if I'm going to have a bigger tank for my fish, it looks small and they are not very happy about the environment. Thinking thinking...
You know one of the things when your blog is too popular, you can't bitch about anyone. Anyway, I'm worried about my brother now. Been seeing back a girl who once hurt him, hope he learn his lesson from previous encouter and becareful. I can't prevent him to hurt himself when he is willing to jump into the dark hole. ^_^ But I can laugh and smug at you. Yeah!!
Alright guys... My thoughts started to wonder off... Looking forward to CANDY'S BIRTHDAY... Lots of KTV, Lots of fun, Lots of BBQ ^_^. yeah... XOXO...
Today's the last day of work at my 1st company, since graduation.
Great way to start work, by being forced to do detention outside the office, for being late, because the Minister of Foreign Affairs was giving the National Day speech. *reminds me of school days, of the Discipline Master*
Mixed emotions of leaving the company.
It's a love-hate relationship.
Quoting from the book ''Tuesdays with Morrie'', it's a tension of opposites.
Learnt a lesson today too, never to trust what others say.
There are countless people who says stuffs, just to please your hearing, yet they don't mean what they say.
I totally dislike such people.
If they don't mean what they say, don't say it.
I'm cutting ties with such people from now on.
Lesson learnt, lesson imprinted for life.
At my desk in the office, just had my lunch.
Got to know a friend recently, and have been talking online quite frequently.
Don't really know what to make out of him.
He speaks, but he confuses me. Can't exactly make out what is his real meaning.
When he says 'A', sometimes I'd get the feeling of 'Z'.
Maybe I'm too sensitive.
Maybe as what others have told me, 9/10 of a guy's words can be trusted.
Time for a quick nap.
Yu.
Though it is easier said than done, death is part of life. My condolence goes towards Tiffany. Sis, cheer up too.
In truth, I often think about how death feels. Will you know that you're gone? Do you actually have a soul? Will your soul sees your body, like how movies always potray? I have no idea. But I fear death. Not because of dying, but because of the limited time I have in life.
The passings of Grandpa and Linda has taught me lessons of life. Life goes on even after death. There's no use in crying and lamenting on ''what ifs''.
I still squabble with my brother as always, being a nuisance to my parents, especially to mommy, who frequently complains: BE LIKE A LADY!
But at the end of the day, no matter how much anger I've, I'll tell them I love them.
Time is limited. Do what your heart desires. If not, the opportunity slips before you know it.
Ling, now you know why I always nag at you for attendance in gatherings?
Love,
Yu
I know I'm suppose to finish my Thailand trip, however was flooded with work once I'm back to reality.
One month pass, and I'm motivated to blog is due to one sad news I got to know recently of my friend, Ms Tiffany Tok.
I'm here sincerely praying that her dad will be in peace and she will be a stronger gal and live well for her dad.
The news came today in the afternoon after lunch time. It was a shocked news to us and definitely devastating fact for her to face.
Life is fragile, to love you love ones and spent more time. Everything is very unpredictable, went to visit her past Tuesday and it was so hurting to see her so strong telling us about her father. Tiffany although she is not as old as anyone can imagine, but she possesses the strongest will and responsibility. Always putting everyone before herself.
I hope this will make her a better person. Her dad will definitely love her and will watch the whole family to protect them from danger up above.
Little note to Tiffany, God will always takes the good one with him so that they will not suffer too much here. We will always be here even if we are able to replace his special spot in your heart.
Love you gal and be strong.
Current location... Shangri-la Bangkok's business center... Decided to come here to blog down my 3 days here... Due to the weather we had end our trip early as I'm nearly roasted...
Finally it was the moment that I'm waiting for. Overseas trip after a year long waiting, this trip is to Bangkok with Shanny.
I have handover my things over to Emily and awaiting for the moment to come. Had bought insurance in the evening thanks to Shan and head home early to pack my bag. We have discuss and decided to meet up 0530hrs at our door step to head of airport. Departure flight is at 0715hrs in the morning... Too much party, I almost cant wake up on time. Thanks to Shan's dad who volunteer to drive us to the airport.
Reach the airport slightly pass 0600hrs at Terminal 1. Check in and bought breakfast at Kiliney's Kopitiam... Guys... to be honours... THE BREAKFAST SUCKS!! I bought laksa, 2 cups of tea, egg and bread for the two of us. Laksa not enough flavour... Tea it is actually water that's brown colour... Lucky it's early in the morning and I'm still goggy... Otherwise I'll demand a refund!! >_<
Complaint and complaing when we are in the departure hall as we went pass Delifrance & Toastbox which we believe that it is even nicer!! Whatever is done can't be undone.. so just live with it...
Slept throughout the flight and we landed at the aiport shortly after... When we step out of the airport and looking aimlessly, we are welcome by the friendliness of the Thailanders. We are making our way through to the public taxi as we wanna have the fastest way there. However the taxi queue was operated in a way that there is someone who write down where you wanna go and it is additional 50 bucks for that service. One lady who is infront of us in the queue turn back and explain to us knowing that we are foreigners. Instantly we understand and follow the instructions... we do not mind paying knowing the fact that the driver might slash us and bring us to the wrong location. Nevertheless, we are still grateful to the kindness.
Once we reach the hotel, we are welcome by the friendly concierge and receptionist. The concierge even double check our name on the VIP list. A little too blunt to some of the guest, however they are just doing their job. Checkin process is a little longer due to the early arrival, however they got the things striaghten out and we are on our way to the room in no time. They have arrange a trainee to show us our room and she even explain every single details of the room. The porter have also came up to explain the view and brief idea of where to go shortly after. Due to we have request for a map, the trainee have brought up a map and a highlighter. Hey this is something that none of us will be doing. Face the fact you wont do it, dont disagree with me. So Shan and I have figure out where to go and where to avoid in no time!!
After settling down in the hotel, we make our trip to the first stop... Chinatown!! The place is suppose to be full of accessories and handmade items however due to Chinese New Year which is known as the Songkran. Almost all the shops are close. Shan is damn disappointed as she always shop alot here... Yeah I can imagine her accessories are made and bought in Bangkok... heez... Due to the fruitless trip, we sat down at one of the roadside stall for our first meal in the country... What we order, "Kway Chup"!! You must be thinking that wah lau eh go back Singapore eat la!! But I must say this is superb!! "Aroi-mak"!! The soup is with a slightest taste of pepper that brings a sense of refreshment, the noodle is so Q you just wanna order for more. After the sumptious lunch, we head back to the hotel knowing that we are getting to nowhere...
Slept at the hotel for a few hours and decided to visit around the hotel, that's when I realise that the internet here is FREE!! Online for awhile and report to everyone online that I'm safe here. Discuss with Shan over MSN... "DUH" and we decided to join in the Songkran party!! This is a totally new experience to both of us and we have no idea what to expect for that celebration.
Went back to the hotel room to decide on the equipment to bring to war and then we decided on my bag as its not cloth and we will try to chuck everything in. Wore a black t-shirts and jeans folded-up. Then here we head for...
When we are down to the streets and reach the main road... We are horrific!! The heartlanders here are crazy... They even prepare a truck with a tank of water in the middle to prepare war... However this is not the worse due to it is only a few people on the road that are doing that.
We decided to head down to Silom as it is the nearest shopping street to our hotel. Along the way we are chase by people trying to splash us with water. Til a part when they use waterhose to splash us, we totally surrender!! By the time we reach Silom we are already wet. Thus we decided to buy bottles of water along the way to equip ourself. However this is the best party ever... the whole road is close and it is filled with youngster!! They have trucks that are with stereo as well and blust the music out loud. This is the only time I can see so many cute guys thai or not thai... Songkran one explain that it is very rude to avoid splashing water and having sticky flour stick on your face as it is a blessing the other gave you. Thus we did the same back to them. Thus at the end of the night, we are all wet cold and dirty. It is a hell out of an experience.
The party ends early due to the last day. Shan and I do not wanna call it a day so we went to the nearest spa to pamper ourselves. It is so amazing!! The grass is always greener on the other end. Even if Bangkok have a lower living standard than us however they are more truthful and til what I see now the friendliest and mildest crowd.
Alright will stop here and continue Day 2 tomorrow.
Hey... Sis... Gave you 2 miss call... Call me ya before the blog is fill with curses & swearing for me... Alright thanks for proving that you are still blogging... and ya we are indeed getting older le... So have to face the fact... Do call me about ur bf thingy ya... Let this love guru to be at your assistance...
I take back my words for being free from my previous post... My workload is jam pack... Living my work life to the fullest... *chuckle*...
Planning a Thailand trip with Shanny and we are leaving soon in just 4 more days... Can't wait... Gonna spend spend and SPEND.... Please do not call me when matters are not urgent... Please do not call me as well when the matters are urgent... *bleah*
I'm writing this blog in my 80% sober mind... went party with my different groups of friends over the holiday... so its hangover after hangover... *woohooo* Ya... I know stop drinking so much... but hey... I'm drinking coke *wink*
Currently I'm sitting in my cosy sits on standby for Emily's event... She is having classes for her upcoming exam thus will only come in late... Suddenly feels that my life is so boring... Hmm to be matter of fact... Singapore is so boring... No "other" nightlife going on...
Tonight... its another 2 parties in a row... Gonna celebrate Shermin's birthday... Will like to wish her happy birthday... We gonna eat til we are pregnant... ^_^
After which another party at somewhere else... with Emily... hur... I can be wasted today!! Cause tomorrow I'm not working... Yeah!!!
I'm reading through my previous entry and I'm amaze by how good and how long I write... I'm definitely very free when I'm in Gallery... Really deprove in writing... Reading through an entry when I'm describing my friends. Memories just flashback like what you seen in the movies... How I wish we will stay young and nothing change. I'm truthfully glad that I DO have true friends around that I can depend on.
Alright... I'm feeling my hands are heavy... have to let it rest... Shall come up here often... *muck muck*
talking behind my back huh? thinking that i've not been checking out this blog? =P
i'm not on a love vacation. been really busy with work, and also relationship problems.
alot has happened to me. but most importantly, i still remember your birthday. though, i think you've forgotten about mine.
And please, 25 is not old. We're still young. I ain't gonna rush into marriage. =.='''
when's our meet up? i've tons to talk to you about. you said you'll call... as usual, u leave me hanging again..
Currently I'm stuck in a boring Saturday... Due to celeration is round the corner there isn't much enqueries or email... Last appointment is at 1400hrs... I'm really a dumb dumb to fix an appointment on that late... However F*** it la... As long as I have more revenue...
Now waiting for my first appointment to come to the door step at 1100hrs... Gonna do a quick quick and finish with all the inspection and close the deal...
So looking forward to the new year that filled with many many ang pow... many many late nights tonning... many many gambling... many many swimathon...
ZzZz... Oh man... running out of things to write... Think this blog is dying soon le... with my sister on love vacation and have not update the blog frequently...
Oh... bought a new CD from "That CD shop" which is known as River by Jing Peng Fang... Recommended by Emily's sister Timothy... Good buy... imported goods at S$29.50nett... Julie stop nagging I know I need to save money and I will...
Was chatting with the bt batok sisters and we are planning for a hiking trip the sunday right after CNY... looking so so forward... bladding session is gonna resume as usual... ^_^ hiak... Alright gotta go for my first appt...
Finally another year comes along... This is a year that I drag to come cause I'm at my mid twenties!!! argh!!! This is a casualty a disaster... Soon I'll be thirties then forties...
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1) Since I can't stop aging, at least I can look young, thus shall be vain this year and try my best to look good.
2) Already mid twenties le... Must really go see see look look around le... Yanny and I believe that by this year... we will be happily in love... so hope love is in the air soon... Oh... hope my friends are all attached as well so that its easier for me to plan a double date.
3) Slimming down... This is crucial as it involves about integrity and finance... Have bet with both Mr XX & Mr XX that I'll slim down by end of the year... Unable to do so I'll lose S$400.00!! Already in the progress ladies & gentlemen... I'm already now 4 KG down... I have 10 kgs to go... F***...
4) Savin... I know... everyone is nagging at me le... I'm going to save as much as I can... Gonna be a little rich lady... Anyway I have invested in a mahjong table and a mahjong set... Hope it will bring me luck... hoho...
5) Travelling... Oh... this is a very impt point... before I got attached... I must go at least 2 trips with my sisters and darlings... Otherwise it will be so boring to just spend with my bf... hur...
6) Hmm.... Actually I hate brainstorming lez... I already can't think of anything le... Ok... maybe I'll do wishes instead....
WISHES
Firstly... This goes to Yanny Tan... Have to give it to her before she got jealous and cheat all my money on the mahjong table... Wish our wishes will come true... Hope she can find another ducky in her life... a more impt and loving ducky for her...
Shanny... My neighbour & khakis for everything... difference between Yanny and Shanny is that one is my darling... one is my dear... muhahaha... aiya... dun question anymore la... its different la... Hope she will find a better job with everything better then wat she have now...
Karen & Jean... Heez... more mahjong session... more shopping session... more movie session... more ktv session... more bladding session... more hiking session... yeah!!!
The Outram sisters!!... eh... one by one get married liao... dun dismiss the group hor... we must go through the motherhood and grandmotherhood together!!!
The Ngee Ann Clan... eh... less and less gathering liao hor... Mo qi... Monkey... Jing... Angela... we will try to org places out of Vivo so that you all wont complaint when we are chilling out at Starbucks!!
Now comes the everyday peep in my current moment...
Charlotte... She is the first to pop in mind as yesterday we just went for a blind date with her... ^_^ hope she enjoy the night... hopefully something sparkles...
Perry... Finally settling down this year... must guai guai ar... now must be more macho and more man le... let your itally become 6 pack!! Must from giant become a hunk...
Emily... She will know what I wanna tell her...
Kelvin... Jie... All the best in what ever you do this year... in return... will try my best to help you...
Ricky... ho... my jie who do not wanna acknowledge me... anyway... this year... remember ar... fortune teller say cannot any talk talk ar... trouble come from mouth... so must be careful ar...
Fen Fen... aiyo... miss you so much lez... gal... faster come back la... I'm really trying my best to slim to let you see mi in the new light lez... but if u dont come back soon I'll gain weight again...
Ah Si... Heez... stay cool gal... your prince charming will here with you this year... I'm very sure...
Ah Tok... Hayaku Benkyuste Kudasai... Gambarimasu... Nihonko Banzai!!! Ometeto neh... Kong & You... Zutto Ishioni Itai neh... ^_^
Lastly... My sister partner of this blog... aunty have no blog for along time liao hor... now no need to update life huh... dun be so in love till forget abt us huh... ^_^
Love you guys... Thanks for being in my life... Thanks for always being there... You guys are great!!!
^_^